Trying to do too much...

I am hoping this is what is wrong with me.  I can't seem to stick to being good for more than 24 hours.  I am so annoyed at myself.

I am hard on myself, this makes me focus for a day and then I am back to feeling sorry for myself that I slip back into being terrible.

My week this week - Monday long run, sw stuff, catching up with friends, cleaning and then cooking.  Tuesday, worked 9-5 then covered a sw class from 6.30pm - 8.30pm ish, home, food and then bed.  Wednesday, worked, helped out at sw again for 3 hours (went straight from work), then met hubs in pub to watch football, my dinner was a pint of guinness and a packet of crisps!  Home at 10.30ish, shower and bed.  Thursday, work, my own sw, home at 9.30pm, washed hair, bed.  Today, work, visiting my friend, some sw work, cleaning and finally a rest!!  Tomorrow I have a gym induction at 9.30am, then my friends little girls bday party.  Girls night on Saturday, not drinking for me as I have a HALF MARATHON the next day.  I am writing it like that bcos I am shocked its here so soon.  I am so unprepared. 

If I can finish in 3 hours or less I would be happy.  Well actually thats a lie, I wont be happy but I'll have done it.  I did Bristol in 2hrs 23 minutes and I was so pleased.  No way that will happen this weekend.  The longest I have run is 10 miles the only thing in my favour is in my head I can do it.... watch this space.

Also worried as I started taking clomid on Wednesday, I was going to wait but my body had other ideas.  So just hoping the side effects keep away until Sunday is out of the way.  Also I plan on a few weeks of having some me and hubs time, we have hardly seen each other this week. 

Back to normal would be nice...but actually what is normal!!!