Monday, 21 January 2013

I am rusting...but with good reason!

Ok so I haven't run properly since June when I did Hull 10k in my worst 10k ever of 1:08.  This was after my worst ever 5k time of 34:02

BUT I do have a very good reason - meet Mini Murph, our little clomid miracle.


After a very long wait, disappointed months, lots of tears, blood tests, horrible tests and what felt like hundreds of hospital appointments we are having a baby.  EDD 10th Feb 2013.  Have no words for how happy we are.

I did try to keep up with the running, but after Hull 10k, which was the same week as we found out I had really bad stomach cramps and it really put me off.  Then pregnancy stuff kicked in and I felt too sleepy to do anything never mind run.  I went once with hubs and I was just that paranoid about baby that I hated every minute of it.  So the running is hold until after he/she is born.  Which should be soon as I am 37 weeks. 

I do plan on getting back to running as soon as possible after giving birth.  I do also need address the 2st 10lbs weight gain too.  I have entered the ballot for the great north run and I plan on doing park runs every other week - husband has signed up for Yorkshire Marathon so is now a 'serious runner' so we'll take turns.  I have actually missed running, never ever thought I would say that and actually mean it.  Its always felt like something I thought I should say after missing a few runs.  I haven't run now for nearly 8 months and it seems like far too long.

As much as I am desperate to get back out there and pound the pavement, first I need to concentrate on being mummy for a bit.  I'll have a baby who needs me and a husband who is training for a marathon who will no doubt need a little help with stuff and fitting in his training.  So I am happy for a bit to let my introduction back into running to be fairly slow.  I have waited a long time to have this baby.

I still want to run a half every year and I still have dreams of running a marathon, I also have dreams being a great mum, that one take priority for now.

So rusting a bit longer is ok with me.

I'll be back with updates !!

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